Glass houses

Are you tried of people trying to fix you and make you live up to their expectations? I know I am.

 There is one of the sweetest, most Disney princess women I know.

 Who is constantly trying to fix me.















I want to tell her bitch I am not broken....

Since she is so sweet and nice I say nothing, but I really want to ...

and to tell her ,"stop worrying about who and how I want to date and start trying to clean up the messes in your own life".

Seriously you need to  focus on your own mess.

Longing for LA

I moved from Los Angeles to DC to pursue a career in politics two years ago and found out that my natural state and politics don't mesh. Since being out here I have gained a long term relationship, no real friends and unemployment. Also a bitter life view!!! [Yay me!] While living in LA I longed for change and beauty. A fresh start. Since existing in DC because there really is no living here!(At least not for me.) I have developed a heighten sense of ethnicity which was not a part of my demeanor in Los Angeles. I had an asshole meter and gaydar. Now I always wonder if the person was rude to me because I am a different ethnic background or just because the vast majority of people here are dicks! (Wannabe intellectuals.) The people I have encountered seem to be really  resistant! to the fact that other people have had different life experiences. So if you say anything to the contrary you are wrong and your life experiences are invalid.
I really miss the autonomy of LA.